Kanvas putih..

Okeyh…kembali mencoret. Setelah sekian lame mghilang…ak brhibernasi d rumah dkala hamper 1/3 dr rakan2ku sudah mula mncarik rezeki. Alhamdulillah…masa ak jua udah tba…ini adalah coretan trakhir d alam intermediate…d mana akan d evolusikn ke alam laen.

Kanvas putih…

Kt d lahirkn ibarat sehelai kanvas putih…d mana secara dasarnya…corak lukisannyer telah pon dsediakn sejak azali oleh Allah S.W.T. Kita hanya mewarnakan kanvas e2 sebaiknya…dmana tika ini..kanvas ak telah pon d penuhi oleh 7warna pelangi yg mencoretkn segala yg ak lalui smpei tika ini. Sebaik je kaki ak melangkah keluar rumah pada ari sabtu ini…ak akan mewarnakn kanvas ak itu ngan pelbagai warna lg.

Aku akan melihat dunia ngan persepsi pandangan yg lain…dunia yg d penuhi oleh kapitalis2…dan hipokrasi yg memenuhi muka bumi ini. .”d world behind my wall…” yaa…terms yg sesuai.

Kita d bekalkn ngan cite sejarah yg hebat2.. .spaya kt mngambil iktibar…dan mngambil smngt juang para pejuang lampau. Kt dbekalkn ngan rmei pejuang2 lampau…idealis2…spt Isaac newton..boyle..flemmings..ibn sina..al khawarizmi..tok gajah ..alexander d great..n d list will go on..n on..n on. Smmgnyer kt mngambil iktibar..dan smngt juang..tetapi..xrmei antara kt yg dlm mnyelami smngt juang smua tokoh lampau…krn zaman kt dan zaman mrk sgt brbeza.. “our ancient heroes..they r turning to dust...”…jadi apa yg perlu kt lakukan?

Bagi ak…utk meneruskn lukisan kanvas idop ak nie…2tokoh wira yg muncol dlm diriku…mrk xmggunakn pedang utk menumpaskn musuh2nyer…mrk xgunekn topeng utk muncol d mlm ari sbg penyelamat..mrk adalah diri mrk sndiri..kelebihan wira@tokoh yg ak sanjungi nie…mrk mampu mndoakan kesejahteraan ak n doa mrk sgt mustajab…ayah dan ibu ku. Ak brharap spya ak mnjadik spt mereka…ibu bapa yg sgt brtanggong jwb..dan telah mndidik anak2nya sebaek mgkn.

Aku harap…ak xkn tumpas dgn dunia d luar sana…akan ak harungi dunia yg tenat ini dgn bimbingan Allah S.W.T dan agamaku..tetapkn laa diriku atas jalan yg benar Ya Allah. Langkah yg bakal ak teroskn ini…adalah 1penghijarahan..fasa ke fasa yg laen..brmualanya alam pekerjaan…keluarga..yg penoh ngan liku2 idop yg kian mncabar…

Aku doakan semoga kalian smua jua brjaya dlm perjalan ini…

Mari coretkn kanvas idop ini ngan coretan yg lbeh brmakna..garapan yg lbeh menarik…

Slmt brpuasa…

45 minutes...

hmmm...ape yg kt leh wat dlm mase 45 menet? mcm2~ mkn...minom...g beli tiket wayang...men bowling 2frame...mcm2~! tp...apa jadik mlm nie...45menet yg leh watkn ak tetibe rsa cm eppy..**ntah nape..hahaha**

Cite gini...td d bandar sp trchenta...ade roadblock. Sgt pelik sbnanyer..jarang r bandar sp nie ade roadblock...pnjg lak tue...polis pegang senapang lak tue~!! ** ak jakun sejenak** hahaha..

Dlm sesak jem td...ade sebijik keta mewah sblh keta ayah ak nie...ak yg dh busan tahap gaban...pndg2 ler sana cni..tgk kea2 org..hoping dat 1day..ak ade keta gitu jgk..**hahaha**.

Tp...keta sblh ak nie...ak xpndg keta die dh...ak pndg org dlm keta tue...hmmm...ade sorg gades nie...sgt comel~ pipinyer chubby kemerahan...senyum die...leh wat ak trleka jup usha die..heee~ die pkei jam merah jambu...+pegang hp..+trsenyum sorg2. hahaha...ak tgk die lame gak...bru die perasan ak usha die...adehhhh~ ak pon purak2 ler ckp psal kedai sblh keta die seberang jln nun..**teknik cover ak dsokong lak oleh ayah ak yg cite salah-silah kdai tue...wakakaka**

Ade mase je..ak curik2 tgk die....kami same2 stuck dlm jem..keta asyik sblh2 je~! hmmm...gitu ler brlanjutan selama 30menet lbeh...ak curik2 usha die...die pon curik2 tgk ak jua **pdawalnyer..ak hengatkn ak perasan sorg je...hahaha**

dh hampir 45menet ak stuck dlm jem tue...kami reach traffic lite...yg ak tawu die xsame smpg ngan ak...die dtg dr kl..jln die amek nk g h.way~ lampu jua jadik ijo...ak tgk je die brlalu dlm keta tue...tp....d kala tue...ak sedar die ngah carik keta ak yg kian ke blkg dr keta die...die smpt toleh...& senyum....ak pon just mampu senyum...& lambai je laaaa...

end up...die lambai balek~! ^^

tyme tue jua..ak rse eppy je tetibe...mmg dlm sejuta...skali mayb jadik..tp...kalu ade rzki..kt akan jmpe lg~!!!

ak balek umah ngan ati rse cm eppy...walaupon ak xdpt pape contact pon nk contact die..tp..ak tetap eppy~ hahaha...

e2 je..sekian~ wakakaka

Aku yg menanam anggor~

Lalalalalala~ setelah brhempas pulas stdy e2 ini...wat thesis cm org giler...akhirnyer..ak brjaya grad~!! (walaupon ak 70% giler..30% normal..hahaha)

so...tiap pg skang pas suboh, ak akan mula anta email apply kije..smpei ler kol 12tgh ari...than, ak skang sibok men game plak..wakakaka..

spt biasa...skang ak still menanam anggor dan buah2an tempatan yg len **still xdpt kije** haha...tp ilex je kot...bru 2mgu ak balek umah..hopefully by d end of next month ak dh dpt kije..aminnn~ ^^

smntara ddk umah nie...abes sume cite ak nengok..malayu..cina..india...korea..sumenyer..mmg 1malaysia+antarabangsa bahan tontonan ak..begitu jua lagu~! ak donlod sume jenis lagu skang...cina ngan hindustan jua ade..hehe.

tp...1ari..ak dkenalkn ngan 1lagu korea nie..Can't let u go even if i die by 2am. hahaha..ak rse group nie tepat kol 2pg je..tido~ dats why group nie name 2am..heeee~. Instead of nama group yg pelik...tp lagu nie sgt sedap..

**ak sbnanyer nk masokkn video bbdk nie nyanyi..tp..ak xtawu cmne..wakakaka..t ak blaja dlo ek~**

hehehe...nk nengok vid nyer...leh click cni.

nie lyricnyer version bi...

*Even if I die, I can't let you go*

Even though I'm young, the pain is the same

Just because I don't know the world very well

Doesn't mean that I don't know pain

Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?

How will my heart that hurts this much

Be healed so easily?

How will I live without you?

That's why I

Can't let you go, even if I die

How am I suppose to let you go?

Whether you go or leave, fix my heart

If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain

So that I can at least live

I wouldn't be able to live anyway

I can't let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away

I'll hold onto you until the end

So that you won't be able to go anywhere

If you're really going to leave, then lie

That we should meet again tomorrow

That we should meet

hmmm...ntah nape..mayb ngan sume yg trjadi dlo..so...ak minat ngan lagu nie. makaseh jgk ngan beliau yg bknalkn lagu nie~! ^^

akhir kalam...

i rok he a pun ga su mi...o tok he ship ge nat ge so...

**mksod g carik sendiri....=p**

Let d music heal ur soul....

lalalalala~

ak kembali lg....update sumthing..pas d push oleh 3,4,8org.**redha..siot ko..ak nyaris nk copy thesis ak paste dlm blog nie**

hahaha...okess....d kala susah2 ati ritu...tensi2...ak ade layan bbrpa lagu yg ak rse...sgt super-masyukkkkkkk utk org yg brmslh cm ak~

so..nie ak nk share..mari review~ ^^

1) Chris Daughtry : ober u

Now that it’s all said and done

I can’t believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down

Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath

I fell too far, was in way too deep

Guess I let you get the best of meeee

(Chorus)

Well I never saw it coming

I should have started running

A long, time agooo!

And I never thought I’d doubt you

I’m better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I’m slowly getting closure

I guess it’s really over

I’m finally gettin’ better

Now I’m picking up the pieces

From spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through

I got over you!!!

(End Chorus)

You took a hammer to these walls

Dragged the memories down the hall

Packed your bags and walked away

There was nothing I could say,

And when you slammed the front door shut

A lot of other’s opened up

So did my eyes so I could see

That you never were the best for meee

(Chorus)

Well I never saw it coming

I should have started running

A long, time agooo!

And I never thought I’d doubt you

I’m better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I’m slowly getting closure

I guess it’s really over

I’m finally getting’ better

Now I’m picking up the pieces

From spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through

I got over you!!!

(End Chorus)

I never saw it coming

I should have started running

A long, long time agooo

And I never thought I’d doubt you

I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming

I should have started running

I’m finally getting better

Now I’m picking up the pieces

From spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

And I got over you!!!

And I got over you!!!

And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through

I got over you…

**hohoho...lagu nie mmg old tyme feveret...sgt layan..ayat2 die super sedap..sgt terase..ahaha~

2) Breaking Benjamin: dear agony

I have nothing left to give

I have found the perfect end

You were made to make it hurt

Disappear into the dirt

Carry me to heaven's arms

Light the way and let me go

Take the time to take my breath

I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy whithin

Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Dear Agony

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Don't bury me

Faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear Agony

Suddenly

The lights go out

Let forever

Drag me down

I will fight for one last breath

I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within

Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Don't bury me

Faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear Agony

Leave me alone

God let me go

I'm blue and cold

Black sky will burn

Love pull me down

Hate lift me up

Just turn around

There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world

I feel nothing anymore

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Don't bury me

Faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear Agony

I feel nothing anymore

**okeyh..breaking benjamin nie ak minat dr mtrx..lagu2 die sgt best skang nie...album latest die ade gamba otak~ lagu best2...anthem of d angel..crawl...fade away..etc..must buyyyyy~!

**lyrics lagu nie tlg ler pahamkn..sgt syahdu..haha

3) Chris Daughtry : wut bout now

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

**beliau skali lg...hahaha..ak mmg minat ngan pkck nie...lagu die marveles~ ^^

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

hohohoho~~ **status ym ku skang sgt trpengaroh ngan beliau**

4) Paramore: My heart

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong

That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long

Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

My heart is yours

(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)

My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours

(Please don't go, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

**ak sgt33333333 sugestkn dgr lagu nie....sgt sedap~! d katakn..tyme rakam lagu nie...vokalisyer saket tekak..tp..hasilnyer...sore saket tekaknyer yg plg menarik~!!!

this heart...it beats...

beats for only u....

my heart is ur's~

lalalalalalala~ T_T

5)Puddle of mud (POD) : Blurry

Everything's so blurry

and everyone's so fake

and everybody's empty

and everything is so messed up

pre-occupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

you could be my scene

you know that i'll protect you

from all of the obscene

I wonder what you're doing

imagine where you are

there's oceans in between us

but that's not very far

Can you take it all away

can you take it all away

well ya shoved it in my face

this pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

can you take it all away

well ya shoved it in my face

Everyone is changing

there's noone left that's real

to make up your own ending

and let me know just how you feel

cause I am lost without you

I cannot live at all

my whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

you could be my scene

you know that i will save you

from all of the unclean

I wonder what you're doing

I wonder where you are

There's oceans in between us

but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought

nobody told me what to say

everyone showed you where to turn

told you when to runaway

nobody told you where to hide

nobody told you what to say

everyone showed you where to turn

showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all

You take it all away...

This pain you gave to me

You take it all away

This pain you gave to me

Take it all away

This pain you gave to me

**lagu nie tyme kt drjh 6~tgktn 1 dlo....ak hengat smpei skang~ lyrics die kt sume paham...everyone is changing & no one left dat real...to made up ur own ending...just let me know how u feel...hope dat u can tell me how u feel~~ T_T

6) Exist: Bunga

Tak usah ditanya

Mengapa ku pilih

Bunga yang mewangi

Terliar berseri

Yang tak akan nampak di mata pun

Berwarni dari lain2

Segan untuk aku sapa

Walau ada maksud yang ku sembunyi

Pernah ku mencuba

Terima seadanya

Sayang ia selalu calarken sudut hatiku

Tinggal lelah jiwaku dikecewa

Dan tak mungkin berpaling kembali

Namun ku yakinkan nanti tuhan pasti beri gantinya

Ku mohonkan yang indah padamu

Untuk ku tatap menawar resahku

Kekal aku disitu harungi cinta

Dan aku pohonkan yang baik

Bersantun kata-kata tentang cinta

Bicarakan rindu padaku mengharum selamanya

**satu2nyer lagu melayu yg ak men pusing2 byk2 kali...hahaha...sbb kata2 die sgt mnedalam laaaa~ sume lagu yg ak dgr byk2 kali nie..sume sbb lyrics die sgt mnyentoh ati...

**ade byk lg sbnanyer...muse albom bru jua mnjadik pojaan atiku+coldplay...2team legend yg superb~ tp ak xdpt nk cite sume...len kali plak k...

**nie ler himpunan lagu2 yg ak suko dgr tyme otak ku penoh ngan mslh...status ym..fb...sume trpengaroh ngan lagu2 nie~ wuuuu...utk beliau...cik bulan...jika anda bc post nie..carik ler lagu2 nie yer..best2~ ^^

**ouh~ udah sgt ngantok..so..stop d cni...utk cik doc..jgn tensi2 wessss~ anda buleh..nailed those hypocrite doc's~~~^^

It's been a long journey......

salam....

maap bebanyak xdpt nk update blog nie dh sekian lame...wuuuuu~ mcm2 mslh dtg melanda...kesibukan merata...watkn ak xleh pk ngan normal..haha.

skang final sume dh abeh...tgl nk present ak pnye fyp je...**doakn ler moga sumenyer lancar k**

so...mksdnyer ak bakal tglkn UTM nie ngan penoh kenangan...xde lg kawan2 nk melepak mlm2...kutok mngutok/mngumpat d kala tensi...xde lg kwn2 nk jerit2...xde lg kwn2 nk teman ak g balai cerap d kal ak pecah ati...&xde lg balai cerap utk ak melepak t~!! haihhhh...pk2 balek..sedih jua...mcm2 kot jadik kat UTM nie...dr manis smpei hangit..sume ade~~~

so...ak amek kesempatan nie...utk mnyampeikn msg2 pd kwn2 ak...

Kwn2...pejam celik...dh 4taun kt kat cni...brmula ngan bm paper 1 d sek rendah dlo...end up ngan waterflooding/safety skang~ hahaha..sumthing dat we should be proud of...

Kwn2...d cni ak memohon maap andaikata trsalah kata...trsasul bahasa...trngumpat anda..yg baek e2 sumenyer dr Allah...dan yg buruk e2 dr sy~

wish dat i can do a million other things...
& hoping somehow time will slow ...
I guess what I'm trying to say is...
take everyday like it was your last work towards your dreams b4 you pass
& have a blast while you at it...

'Cause we don't know when we go go ...
So make the best of it..
just keep it real to yourself & to all people...
if y'all lost somebody b4...remember there'll be a sequel......

I wonder..where I'll be tomorrow
Nobody cry plz...push away the sorrow...
'Cause I ain't been d best of men...d best of friends..d best of anything....

If I die...Would I be forgiven?
By all the people I been slackin' with when I was livin'?
Those who I hurt their hearts..took advantage of & even lied to...
Hug you one last time 4 forgiveness.....I would like to~
Would you feel the loss? tomorrow would you dial my number by accident...then suddenly... pause?
Things i wish i knew~~~

ngan english yg tunggang langgang...ak updatekn blog ak...

turut brtima kaseh ngan lctrr2 yg dh pon mnyampeikn ilmu ngan jayanyer...halalkn ler ilmu nie..moga ilmu nie akan ak smpeikn ngan org len selagi ak idop...Insya'Allah.

Post nie dh pon ak letak dlm fb sbnanyer..moga kt brjmpe lg kwn2 d mase dpn...

walau jasad tidak bersatu lagi
walau tubuh tidak lagi beridiri didepan mata
walau sekali lagi terpisah nyata
walau terasing perpisahan terpaksa

satu hati dan jiwa tetap teguh
terpahat diingatan dan minda
nadi tetap berdetik seiringan
jiwa tidak kosong selagi
cinta itu berputik

moga ketemu lg......

Xperiment X oleh ayah ku!!!

eppy chinese new year~!!!

Oleh krn semangat 1Malaysia ak yg kuat..so ak balek umah mnyambot CNY~ wakakaka...**padahal mmg ak mnggu2 sgt utk ct..otak ku dh sgt menat ngan fyp itu**

Mmg kwsn perumahan ak nie...rmei ngan chinese..dpn umah..sblh umah...blkg umah. Stp taun..akan ade aktivit mmwat kueh kapit d halaman umah uncle Tan..ak ler tukang ngapitnyer & stp taun jgk..akan ade jamuan mkn d umah Uncle Tan nie. Die sgt2 baek ngan melayu..so..die order sume mkanan melayu je tyme jamuan tue.

Dpendekkn cite...spt biasa..ade ler jamuan d umah Uncle Tan nie. Ak ngan ayah+jiran ku En.X (name d rahsiakan) mkn r skali semeja tp brlainan kusi. Tyme ngah sedap mkn satay..Mr.x ckp ngan ayahku...

"experiment sy brjaye tuan aji"

ak pelik..."uish...dh tue2 pon still ngah siapkn final year project ke?? tue r...jgn men2 tyme wat lab" atiku brkate2~

ayah ak senyum je..

"berjaye dh? bagosss r!!!"

ak lg r pelik...aik..amande lak nie???

rupo2nyer...ayah ak ngan Mr.x ngah brckp tntg experiment yg dorg wat ats anak2 msg.

hohoho...bkn ler tuka anak jadik mutan ke hape...ruponyer..Mr.x wat ujikaji ats anaknyer. Die ade 2org anak laki...yg sulong..d letaknyer d sek sains (SBP) d utara Malaysia. Beliau observe je anaknyer itu yg skangnyer dh tgkatan 3...pastu..anak laki yg 2nd tue...die mskkn plak d sek agama brasrama d utara nie jgk..die ckp..prcaturannyer brjaye...**ape yg brjaye ak xpaham sgt..sbb die brbisik ngan ayahku**

hohoho...trbuka r cite ayah ku...rupo2nyer..ak jua hasil xperiment ayahku~!!!

kami ade 30rg...

1) abg ku

beliau d mskkn ke MRSM sejak dr form1...pastu..smbg plak ke Uitm. Maka..sejak dr umo 13taun..hga ke 22taun gitu..die ade d asrama je...watkan die skang nie sgt ajaib! Kepalanyer lbeh keras dr batuan2 yg ade d muko bumi nie...kalu d hentak d lantai..lantai tue pecah..pale die normal je. hehehe..ak rse sume org paham ngan perumpamaan ak tue. Maka..ayah ak ckp...abg ak nie...failed!

2) akak ku

slps ape trjadik ngan abg ak...so akak ak adalah bhn uji kaji ke-2. Ayah ak soh die msk sek harian je...dpn umah ak nie haaaa~ seknyer sek melayu..tp 99% chinese. Maybe gak sbb akak ak sorg je pmpn...so mak ayah ak nk tgk die dpn mata. Pastu...die smbg stdy d UKM bangi. Hasil akak ak sgt mmberansangkn...die pandei ckp bhase cine (sket2)...rmei membe2 cine..& agak ganaz..(lupe nk ckp...sek harian dpn umah ak nie...sek anak angkat polis..so..sgt rmei mafia. Eventhou akak ak ketua pngawas..die ade team die sndiri..mmg dh cm yakuza jadiknyer..naseb bek still mnjage keayuan+keperempuanannyer...just jgn kasi die marah je..abesss laaaa anda). Maka..ayah ak ckp..hasilnyer bagossss~

3) aku

hohohoho...hasil dr akak ku...ak dmskkn ke sek harian nie je. Sampei laaaaa ak form 3..ayah ak mngubah plan..die sumbat ak dlm sek Mad Jiwa lak (SBP). Pastu...ak skang d UTM...wahahaha...ak adalah hasil dr separoh asrama..separoh sek mafia. Mmg awal2 akmsk sek asrama e2..dorg ingtkn ak samseng...sbb cara ak dh biase ngan samseng skalian..wakakakaka. Hasinyer...ayah ak ckp...ak lulus ngan jayenyer~;D

**wakakakakakakakakakakaaka~ ayat last tue ak tmbh sndiri..ayah ak just ckp.."ko okay laaaaa brbanding abg ko"..hahaha**

Itu laaaaa die...bkn sng nk jadik ayah&mak...dorg kena pk jaoh ke dpn..+wat kptsn yg sgt berat dlm idop. Hohohoho..hormati ler ibu anda~

**ayah ak ckp...dlu dia nk msokkn ak dlm skola agama...tp...oleh krn ayah ak ckp..cm xde rupo ustaz ler ko nie..so xjadik! wakakakaka

**lame giler smbg kes nie kat umah Uncle Tan..end up...dkt seratus lbeh btg satay d meja kami je...pastu Uncle dtg smbg cite family die lak...ahahaha...tmbh lg seratus btg satay...(t ak cite d post len yer)

Ace D. Portgas vs Mr. Hassan Marican

hohohoho~

Adakah Ace akan brlawan ngan Hassan Marican pd chapter 575 One Piece?

sape lak Mr. Hassan nie? Shicibukai baru?? Vice Admiral cm Sengoku??

ahahaha...utk sape yg xtawu..Ace adalah watak dlm komik One Piece...

tp..Hassan Marican bkn laaaaa 1 watak baru dlm One Piece..

die xmkn buah ajaib pape...

hohoho

ape yg kt leh kaitkn 1 watak normal ngan 1 watak khayalan nie??? arini one piece kuarkn chapter bru..574..(sememangnyer stp rabu@kamis..Onemanga.com akan update). Tajoknyer...death of Ace..seyes darah ak melonjak2..siot tol~ dh beratus epsd ak follow sbb nk g slmtkn si Ace nie..skali mati lak..ape kes?? ak rse cm nk ngamok je...rse cm nk msk je dlm screen nie...g tampar echiro oda tue..ape ke bangangnyer ko wat cite nie..waaaaaaaa~~~!!

Chapter kali nie sgt2 sedey...ngan kate2 die yg super sedey...die endkn chapter 574 ngan kematian Ace..

itu Ace....

skang Hassan Marican...

die adalah ex-ceo Petronas yg sgt2 dsanjungi...

smlm ari last die brtugas...

kol 4.30 ptg...sume workers d klcc tue brhimpon..utk ucapkn slmt tgl ngan die...

itu laaaaa kali last die akan lintas d lift keramatnyer tue~

dlu ak intern d Petronas KLCC...mmg kdg2 trserempak die kat lift. Die sgt cool...hohoho~

Ayatnyer dlm nota perpisahan yg die tuleh last utk workers Petronas...sgt sedey katenyer..

smlm ak contact ngan sorg engineer d Petronas deprtmnt ak dlu...utk dptkn ape yg mr. Hassan nie tuleh...

**t kalu dh dapek..ak post dlm blog nie** (cik Irzee...sy tgu awk email teks tue sblm awk outstation...wuuu)

bg ak...die org yg kt leh sanjong...kt xpenah dgr die trlibat ngan konspirasi pape...selewengan pape...die cool je..+leh naekkn name Petronas+leh trcalonkn Petronas ke Fortune 500..(satu2nyer syarikat Malaysia yg trcalon dlm Fortune 500)

so...rini...

ade 2 berita mnyedihkn...

Ace ngan Mr. Hassan Marican...

adehhhhh~

**kehilangan 2 org wira dlm idop...wakakakakaka

sy...awk...&.....

are ur fav colour blue???

are always tell d truth??

did u believe in outer space??

and i'm learning u.....

are ur skin as tan as mine??

are ur hair flow sideways??

did sumone take a portion of ur heart??

and i'm learning you....

and if u don't mind can u tell me all ur hopes and fears

and everything that u believe in

would u make a diff in d world?

and love if u can take me to a deeper conversation...

adehhh~

lagu nie asyik pusing dlm pale ak...byk2 kali..xtrbilang byknyer~

ak rse...lagu nie sgt best...lyrics die mmg mngancam..hohoho..mmg sgt sesuai d kala ini..hahahaha.

Byk blog...post...yg ak bace...cite psal awek dtglkn pakwenyer. Uishh..ade yg sgt tragis...mmg kejam ler pakwenyer tue....kesannyer pd awek tue, ade yg mnyerah kalah pd naseb..& ade gak yg watkn awek tue skang mnjadik lbeh tabah..berani...lbeh brjaye kesan dr dtglkn tue..(ak kagom ngan anda..tahniah~!).

Dunia nie sfera..& Allah dh wujudkn dunia nie seadil mgkn...ade jantan-betina..ade baek-jahat..ade lelaki dan ade pmpn. Kdg2..brlaku gak kes lelaki dtglkn aweknyer..& ia jadik ngan ak sndiri..awk...kalu awk ngah bc blog nie skang...cite nie utk awk..

Awk...

ingt lg 1st tyme kt msg?? kwn awk tue yg kenalkn kt...die kasi num phone awk ngan sy..so sy msg awk..tyme tue awk exam..tb2 sy wish gudluck...awk ngan trkjot beroknyer tros call sy balek..tue ler kali 1st sy dgr sore awk. Lps tue kt jadik kwn....

Awk...

awk...ingt lg satu ptg tue...sy call awk..brcite pnjg lebar. Sy xpenah jmpe awk...tp dr ape awk slalu msg sy..b.ground awk...awk dh brjaye curik ati sy. Xkesah ler awk gemok ke kurus...comey ke biase aje..sy ttp pasrah. Awk tawu? nk wat kptsn tue....sy pk byk kali...sy bc Yasin..mntk ptnjok spya ape yg sy wat nie btol~ ptg tue sy tekad nk cite isi ati sy ngan awk...& brlatarkn azan magrhib...awk time sy sbg seseorg istimewa dlm idop awk...alangkah bahgianyer sy tyme tue..

Awk...

wlaupon kt xpenah jmpe...awk pon stdy d tmpt len...sy d tmpt len...tp makin ari..kt makin rapat. Hnya tepon je yg mndekatkn kt...tyme tue..kwn2 sy pgl sy manusia aneh...sbb tgn sy cm brsmbg tros ngan hp..xpenah lepas.

Awk..

awk ingt lg tyme sy nk g trip ke Singapore ritu...sy gtawu yg sy xleh nk msk awk seari. Pg sblm sy brtolak...sy call awk..& awk ckp nk g mall ngan mak awk+awk ade reunion...so..baek laaa~

**skip babak d singapore**

biler sy balek utm...sy call awk...awk xjwb. Byk kali sy try...awk jwb..tp cm xnak ckp je ngan sy...sy pelik...sy dgr sore rmei kat blkg awk...tyme tue dh kol 12.30...sy lg laaaa pelik. sy msg..awk xreply..so sy biarkn..mayb awk sbk ngan kwn2.

soknyer sy msg...awk still xreply...

luse...still lg xreply...

sy jadik resah...tb2...awk call...tp..bkn awk yg ckp..ade sorg laki ckp...katenyer..die pakwe awk..& nape sy kaco awek die.

ape nie???? awk xpenah ckp pape pon..nape tetibe jadik gini?????

sy penin...bengong...1mgu sy jadik cm xtentu arah...

ujong mgunyer..awk call sy...cite yg pakwe awk tue amek hp awk...die marah2 awk.

pakwe awk??? pastu sy sape???

awk diam je...

so...sy diam...sy maleh nk ckp dh...sy telan perasaan sy nie...hnya Allah je yg tawu...

Awk...

awk ingt mlm ujan lebat...awk call sy...awk ckp...awk dh wat kptsn...awk nk clash ngan pakwe awk tue..&kembali ngan sy? ati sy brkate2..."jgn prcaye....plzzzz jgn prcaye"..tp..oleh krn pujuk rayu awk...sy trime awk balek. Kali nie awk btol2 cb nk mngambik ati sy...awk anta mms gamba awk...Alhamdulilah...pilihan sy drestui..awk comel orgnyer..sdp mate memandang..& stp masa awk kasi msg2 jiwang ngan sy...tiap ari..hgakan..awk jadik sbhgian dr idop sy yg sy susah nk lupekan.

Awk...

Awk ingt x..tiap2 mlm sy call awk..&tiap2 ari sy yg topupkn awk..awk kate..ngan care nie...awk just msg sy je..xkn msg lelaki len. Sy btol prcaye ngan awk..tiap ari sy topupkn awk..sy yg call awk..& sy xbrkire lgsg hal kwangan ngan awk. Sy jpa...awk ptptn..& sy tawu awk ade mslh family...so, sy xkesah support awk..(kaye beb jpa tyme tue..wakakaka). Kdg2..awk tensen ngan mslh...so..sy tlg watkn assgnmnt..sy emailkn..sumenyer okay je.

Awk...

Awk...awk sgt cemburu..katenyer cemburu tande cinta..hehehe..sy akur. Kdg2 diskusi sy abes lwt..xsmpt nk call awk..awk merajok...sy kuar balek lwt sket..awk marah jgk..kdg2..awk dgr gosip2 liar psal sy pon awk merajok..hohoho..lucu pon ade gak..tp xpe..sy follow je...sy pujuk awk balek.

Awk...

Awk ingt lg x...mlm tue sy ade test...so, ptg tue sy call awk..awk adelah mood sy...kalu awk eppy..xde soklan yg sy xleh jwb. Tp ptg tue awk agak bz...tp sumenyer still okay...awk eppy...sy pon eppy...so mlm tue sy g wat test ngan penoh yakin. Mlm tue sy call awk...awk ckp awk ade test sok pg...so..rule yg kt wat..kalu ade test, exam..msg2 exam..xleh kaco..so sy okay je~

keesokannyer...awk kasi sy 1msg...yg sy ingt smpei skang.."call sy kol 8mlm nie..dgr ape sy ckp"

Tue laaaa panggilan awk trakhir...awk ckp..awk xnak trlibat lg dlm bnde2 cmni..awk ckp awk nk tumpu ngan stdy..

skali lg..sy xpaham...nape scra tetibe sgt jadik gini?

ape salah yg sy wat?? nape??

sy sgt xpaham....sy sgt down..

pas bbrp mgu...sy tawu yg awk baek ngan sorg lelaki nie...

mane ilangnyer ayat.."sy nk tumpukn ngan stdy"..td???

ati sy hancor...jiwa sy lumpoh..otak sy mulfunction...sy totally a loser for a period of tyme~

karam ak...d lautan duka..

bila wajahmu hilang d mata...

tiada berita pengubat rindu..

d kala sendu...

ku biarkn luka d hati...

brdarah...sehingga kering

d mamah mentari...

apakah salah ku...

disakiti...

sebegini....

Sedari,

setelah sedari wat sy gitu...sy brtgkus lumus balek utk idop dr jatoh. Sedari dh hancorkn ati sy...& sy sgt kecewa...tp dlm kegelapan nie..hadir family& kwn2 sy mmberi sokongan..

akhirnya sy bgn dr lumpoh...

waktu yg sptotnyer sy call sedari dlu...sy manfaatkn ngan solat hajat+taubat utk tenangkn fikiran...

surau & masjid mnjadik bilik ke-2 sy

sy dktkn lg diri dgn Allah...

Alhamdulillah...

segala yg trjadik..ade hikmahnyer...

sy dpilih jadik officer utk Society of Petroleum Engineering~

sy sbk ngan sume keja2 yg ade...so sy xde mase nk pk kn naseb sy lg

sejak dr itu...sy sgt sbk..& sy eppy~!!

sy sedar...sy mampu idop gini~

Sedari..

ade 1mase dlu..sy blame kn ape yg trjadik ie ngan diri sy...

"maybe sy xtrcipta utk awk"

tp...

bkn ler nk mngungkit ngan sedari..

sy bru sedar...

sedari mcm brminat ngan kewangan&kelebihan akal yg sy ade je rsenyer...

sy topupkn sedari...

sy support kewangan sedari itu ini..

assgnmnt sedari pon sy yg brsengkang mate watkn...

so..skang ngan yakin lg brani sy ckp...

"mayb awk yg xdcptakan utk sy"

maap ler...

sy xbrniat nk mngungkit...

ape yg sy kasi tue...sy halalkn dunia akhirat...

dan 1 lg pngajaran yg sedari kasi...

tntg cinta sblm prkahwinan...

sy xpercaye lg ngan bnde2 gitu...

sy lbeh yakin ngan cinta slps prkahwinan...

itu lbeh abadi~

skang sy dpt tawu yg sedari brkapel ngan rkn sy...

moga brjaye laaa kalian...

aminnnnn~

** pas kjadian nie...ak bru sedar yg jpa kasi ak duit byk...(dlu xsedar..lalalalalala~~)

**next semnyer...ak beli psp...crocs..hp bru..&mcm2 lg..hehehe..^^

Bior btol....

Ade sesape dgr panggilan hangit hotfm pg td???

mmg hangit...

bkn sbb si faizal ismail tue pandei hangitkn org....

tp...mangsa tue yg mghangitkn dirinyer sbg sorg Islam...

kalu sesape yg dgr...sure die paham...

sape yg xdgr...die cite gini...

faizal tue brlakon jadik motivator r kononnyer...

mangas nie (laki)...penah kena tgkp polis...pastu kena hadiri kursus motivasi

failed 1: ape kes yg kena tgkp polis...pastu babitkn sesi kaunseling? ak rse r..dr ape yg faizal tue ckp..cm kena tgkp khalwat je..rse ak ler...

pastu si faizal nie pon tnye r mgsa trsebot...die free x nk hadir sesi kaunseling

mngsa jwb x...so si faizal nie pon tnye r...

"awk tawu doa Qunut? leh bc sket?"

mngsa jwb...

"x...dh lupe r..."

X???? LUPE???? bior btolllll~~~!!!!

failed 2: x ke bangangnyer si mngsa nie..doa Qunut pon xtawu...cmne die solat Suboh?? adehhh~ xkn ari2 solat suboh pon lupe??? ke mmg ko x solat suboh???

last skali...faizal pon cite r...sape prank die nie...

tunangnyer...

adehhhhhhhhhh~~~

failed 3: tunangnyer yg pecahkn bekong d dada...

xde pape yg menarik psal panggilan hangit nie...just..isu yg die timbolkn tue sgt pelik...doa qunut pon xhengat...cmne nie??? dh nk kawen...dh brtunang pon...doa Qunut tue kire basic r...bknnyer kena bc Surah Al-Baqarah 1 juzuk pon...so ape yg susah sgt???

drsaukn...kalu die kawen...t dpt anak...kalu die still gini...cmne die nk didik anak die lak??? yg lg mmbimbangkn...cmne naseb Islam d mase dpn kalu ade org gini??? jgn Islam hanya pd nama...wuuuuu~

name anak2 skang pon dh maju...sinclair...deanna...mcm2 lg (naseb baek xde lg org yg kasi name kalsium karbonat kat anak...glazzbeads bin faizall...sgt xmasok~!!!)

ak bkn laaaa sorg yg sempurna...just ingt mngingati...

kt slalu cb utk baiki diri kt...moga2 ngan izinNya...kt akan jadik manusia yg lbeh baek...Insya'Allah...

v^^

nape flocculated??

hohohoho...morning~!!

d pg yg indah nie...ak bgn awal...mngambik berkat solat suboh...+try utk xnak tido balek~ **kebiasaanyer..ak akan smbg tido balek ngan nyenyaknyer..ahahaha**

nape flocculated? ape flocculated nie???

nape blog nie d namekn flocculated? flocculated nie...brmaksud pggumpalan...ia mnggumpal. Kalu ikot term ape yg ak blaja dlm well diagnosis...slalunyer clay akan flocculate & de-flocculate dan akan mnggu pore system..**ahahaha...sem pas menat ak hafal sume nie...b+ je jadiknyer...Alhamdulillah ler jgk..sbb ak mmg xminat mghafal..makaseh En.Arip**

Itu kalu ngikot well diagnosis laaaaa...tp...kalu ikot fahaman ak, otak kt jua leh flocculated...ia mnggumpal..mggumpal ngan masalah..watkan seseorang nie xleh brpikir secara rasional. Brbalik pada soklan...nape blog nie name flocculated??? ouh~ sumerang ade mslh...itu udah pasti...kdg2 mslh tue brbelit dlm otak...dan kt xtawu nk luah kat mane mslh tue...**jgn laaaa brpure kate ko g pusat kaunseling utm..mmg agak mustahil laaa..ahahaha** so...ak wat blog nie sbb ak cb nk de-flocculate my mind...& ak harap..pasni ak xjadik "plastik" lg. "Plastik"...ak rse ak agak plastik...dr luar org nengok ak len...tp dlm ati nie sgt sgt len~ **dlm ati ade taman..lalalalalala~**

hahahaha.....

Kabare....

ouf~

kali nie mmg brtekad nk wat blog~!!

so..daku pon mula menaip..**padahal PSM ku still d ats awangan..ahahaha**

Intro diriku:

hohoho...d lahirkn pd mlm hujan renyai2 pada 21 november...tepat pada kol 12.07 mlm..maka...brgegak gempita ler bumi nie pada mlm tue..kilat sabong mnyabong...lalalalalala~**ape ak ngarot daaaaaa**

xde kilat2...sumenyer normal belake...yg xnormalnyer adalah ak..**ahahaha** sbbnyer...dh besa sket..ak tgk ak len dr abg2 ngan akak ku. ak ade sorg abg & kakak...sumenyer cerah belake...pandei brsukan...brbdn idak ler montel spt ku...tp...ak agak sawo matang...bdn montel gitu...sukan yg ak terer men just softball~ ** ak wakil kedah k softball under 15...sblm msk sek SBP e2..sbb ak d warning oleh teammate+coach ak juge..."kalu kami nmpk ko men utk team rival tue...siap r ko~!!"**teammate ak brbdn tegap sumenyer...mmg kecot perot ler tyme tue..ahahaha** smbg cite balek...

dlm keadaan blur...ak pon tnye ler bonda kesayangan.."mak...nape sy cm len je dr abangkonda & kakakonda nie??" **sambil brmuke kompius**

maka...jwb ler bonda ku..

"ouh....mak amek ko dr tong sampah dpn jusco dlu..." **ngan muko selambe**

turut mnyokong adalah abg ku,

"a'ah..mlm mak g amek ko...ak yg mandikn ko...busuk giler ko..siap ade plastik paparoti melekat kat bdn ko..uishhhhhh~"

**abg ku mmg brmulot longkang...dh ler menipo..celah mane ade paparoti dlu..hampehhh sgh...siot tol...ahahaha**

mak ak just gelak je nengok keadaan ak yg kian blur nie...ngan selambernyer mak ak ckp..

"xde pape pon yg beza ko ngan abg+kakak ko nie...idong ade kn? jari ckop 10 kn?? ke idong kat kaki??" acah bondaku...ahahahaha..baek laaaa~ dr ari tue..ak xprtikai pape dh...so...INI LAH AK~!!